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  “This isn’t just a one-time thing for us, is it, Shade?”

  I lifted my head, finding her holding the strap-on and staring at me intently. “It’s only a one-time thing if that’s what you’re wanting, Meadow. I don’t want to pressure you into anything you don’t want to do.”

  She smiled and came up to me. Leaning down, she placed a soft peck on my mouth. “I appreciate that, but I think I’m going to enjoy this.” She sucked my bottom lip between her teeth before biting down.

  The sharp pain rippled down my spine and through every inch of my cock. “Fucking hell.”

  She laughed, pulling away and walking around behind me. “Remember your safeword, Baby Boy.”

  “Pastry,” I said as she reached around and cupped me over my pants. A low moan escaped the back of my throat.

  “Has it been that long?” she asked, pushing her other hand beneath my t-shirt and lifting the material up my back. “Your wife should take care of you more.”

  A husky laugh left me. “If she had it her way, all we would do is fuck.”

  “Sounds like a wonderful woman to me.” Meadow pushed my shirt up to my shoulders and over my head, placing a soft peck on my upper back.

  “She is a wonderful woman. The best.”

  “We all deserve the best, baby.” She kept the shirt at my wrists, tying it in a knot. “Maybe I should leave my mark on you, then your wife will know that you weren’t alone.”

  My dick lengthened. I had never been into role-playing. Never even considered it as a form of kink or something that I would enjoy but this, with my wife, was hot as hell.

  “I’m not sure how she would feel about another woman’s touch being left on me,” I told her, my voice coming out rough.

  “Hmm...” Meadow ran her hands down my back. “Think she would be jealous? I know I would be. Knowing another woman gave my husband what I couldn’t, it wouldn’t sit well with me.”

  “What would you do?”

  Her lips brushed along the shell of my ear. “I’d fuck him harder.”

  “Fucking hell,” I whispered.

  She giggled, reaching her hands around my waist and unbuckling my belt. “I’m going to make it so you think of me the next time you’re inside your wife.”

  “Geezus, Meadow. Mistress. Fuck.”

  A laugh boomed through her. “Too much?”

  “No.” I shook my head. “My dick is ready to explode.”

  “Good.” Ripping open the fly of my jeans, she pulled the fabric off my waist and lowered my jeans down my legs.

  I kicked them off my feet, completely and utterly naked for her.

  A hot mouth trailed down the length of my spine. “I’ve never done this before, but I hope it’s okay.”

  Before I had a chance to ask what she was referring to, something wet slid over a part of me that hadn’t been used for pleasure in years.

  I groaned, my head falling back on my shoulders.

  Meadow cupped my ass, spreading me open. Her hot tongue rubbed, pushed, and forced me to feel things I had never felt before. Not with my exes, not with Sunny. Not even with her. Not until now.

  “Meadow,” I groaned.

  She licked from the crack in my ass to my tailbone, placing soft wet kisses along my back. “Does your wife do that for you?”

  “Fuck no.”

  “Good, now you’ll definitely have something to remember me by.” Meadow wrapped her hand around my dick, pumping fast.

  A hot shiver trembled through me, my balls tightening. There was no way that I was going to last.

  “You’re so hard,” she whispered, kissing my shoulder.

  Suddenly, a cold liquid dripped between the crack of my ass. I gripped the blankets, arching into her touch.

  “I think I’m enjoying this more than I thought I would,” she said more to herself than to me.

  “I knew you would.” I had a feeling that even though Meadow had been nervous about this, we wouldn’t stop and would only explore this kink more.

  ***

  (Meadow)

  I never thought I would actually be into role-playing but talking about me to Shade like I was a stranger about to fuck him, was hotter than I expected it to be. Add to the fact that it made his dick even harder, I could get used to this type of control over my husband.

  Lubing up the long thick shaft of the strap-on, I watched Shade tremble with anticipation. Now he knew how I felt.

  Placing a hand on the middle of his upper back, I lined the tip of the fake cock up with his ass. Running the head back and forth over his tight rim, I let him get used to the fact there was something foreign about to enter his body.

  “Baby,” he whispered.

  Taking that as my chance, I thrust forward, forcing a rough shout from his lips.

  Not letting him get used to the size of the cock, I cupped the back of his neck and pushed him face-first into the mattress. I knew if he really wanted, he could overpower me but the fact that he didn’t, made me quicken my thrusts.

  His groans of pleasure erupted through me, sending tingles along every inch of my body. I only wished I could feel him, but this would do.

  “Harder,” he begged. “Fuck, Meadow, please.”

  My core clenched over his pleading, the desperation rushing through him, and I gave my husband what he wanted.

  With my hands on the back of his neck, I thrust forward and back. The fake cock ripped into him, forcing sounds from his lips I had never heard before. So this was what I sounded like when he fucked my ass.

  “Fuck, Mistress.” He panted, his back rising and falling with ragged breaths. “I’m gonna come.”

  “Good.” I landed a palm against the seat of his ass. “Do it.”

  A hard shout left his mouth, my name leaving him as his release hit the side of the bed in hot spurts.

  When he stopped shaking through his orgasm, I gently pulled from his body, placed a soft peck on his shoulder, and took off the strap-on. Heading to the bathroom, I cleaned the toy and rested it on the counter to dry, and was about to join Shade, when I saw him standing at the doorway.

  My heart jumped at the intensity in his stare.

  He took a step toward me, placing his hand against my chest and backing me up until I hit the wall.

  He was still very naked, his cock semi-erect even though he just had an orgasm. “Turn the fuck around.”

  My pussy leaked at the rough demand. I did as I was told, my body heating that the dominant roles were suddenly switched between us.

  Shade lowered to his knees behind me and ripped my leggings and panties off of me in a rough move.

  I gasped, arching into him.

  “Stay fucking still,” he demanded, swatting my ass.

  I yelped, my heart jumping over this side of Shade I hadn’t seen in a long time.

  He grabbed my ass, spreading me open. The hold on me was rough, the tinge of pain only making me wetter. “That turned you on.”

  “God, you have no idea.”

  “Oh I do.” He spread me apart even more. “I can see it. You’re fucking dripping. Does your husband know that his little wife is a fucking slut?”

  “Oh god.” I had never been into name-calling or being degraded in anyway, but this was on a whole other level and I couldn’t believe how much more it turned me on.

  “Answer the fucking question.” Shade landed his palm against my ass.

  “No,” I cried out. “No, my husband doesn’t know.”

  “Maybe you should tell him, or you can show him after I fill every one of your holes with my cum. He’ll smell me on you, see me dripping out of you. My name will be the only one that leaves your lips as your husband fucks you.”

  “God, Shade.” My body shook, needing him inside me, to touch me, to lick me, I didn’t care but I needed something.

  Before I could beg for more, Shade shoved his fingers into me.

  I cried out, arching into his rough touch.

  Instead of giving me what I wanted, he pulled his
hand from between my legs and ran it up my back, coating my skin with my wetness.

  “Such a little slut for her man,” Shade growled, covering me with his mouth.

  I sighed, my eyes rolling into the back of my head.

  He cupped my ass, opening me even more to him. His tongue found that tight spot at my rear that had only ever belonged to him and Sunny.

  “Rub your clit,” he demanded, his tongue thrusting in and out of that little rim.

  Reaching between my legs, I rubbed two fingers against the swollen nub. The release didn’t take long to start brewing. It tingled from my toes and shot up the length of my body before leaving my mouth on a violent scream.

  Before I had a chance to calm down, Shade rose to his full height and shoved every inch of him inside me.

  My pussy clamped down around him as he gave us both what we wanted. He took, he gave, and he controlled every inch of me.

  ***

  “That...” I sighed, rolling onto my back.

  Shade chuckled, lying on his side and cupping my stomach. “Thank you. I can’t say I’ve ever felt anything like that.”

  “I thought you were mad at first,” I confessed.

  “No.” His dark eyes met mine. “But I’ve never been turned on like that before. So when I came and you stopped to clean up, I couldn’t control myself.”

  “I liked it.” I thought a moment. “I never knew that being called names would turn me on though.”

  “I wasn’t sure either but thought I’d give it a shot and then your pussy became soaked even more, so I went with it.” He winked.

  I laughed, sitting up and kissing him hard on the mouth. “Thank you, baby.”

  “No.” He pushed me onto my back and knelt between my legs. “Thank you, Meadow. For this weekend. For these years together. For giving me Andrew and for this unborn baby.”

  I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, kissing him and murmuring my thank yous and I love yous against his lips.

  Shade

  As much as I didn’t want to return home and instead spend the rest of my life traveling with Meadow, I missed our son. We would have to plan to take him with us next time, so I could show both of them everywhere Sunny and I had visited together. And I would have to take Meadow back to that club.

  Before we left, I made a point to thank the owners. Meadow and I never did get a chance to see any of the theme rooms. I ended up ordering us room service and feeding her while both of us remained naked and content.

  “I wish we could have stayed there,” Meadow said as we pulled into her parents’ driveway.

  “Me too but next time, we’ll bring Andrew with us.”

  Her head whipped around. “Not to a BDSM club, we aren’t.”

  A laugh boomed through me. “That’s not what I meant. I mean we’ll bring him with us on our trip.”

  “God, you need to be clearer. I thought you wanted to bring him there. I don’t think they have a children’s area.” She giggled, shaking her head.

  “I think my wife needs more sleep,” I teased, pinching her inner thigh.

  She snorted which was sexy as fuck. “That’s because some guy wouldn’t leave me alone.” She winked.

  My blood stirred. “I should have a talk with this fucker. Keeping my wife up all hours of the night.”

  Her grin grew. “I never knew that role-play could be so damn hot.”

  “Same, baby. I’m glad you went with it though because it made me hard as hell.”

  “Oh I know.” She leaned toward me, cupping me over my jeans. “I especially liked when you attacked my pussy.”

  “Fucking hell,” I breathed.

  She pulled away, giving me another wink. “Let’s go get our boy and then I can take care of my other boy later.” She waggled her eyebrows.

  “I swear this pregnancy is making you hornier,” I mumbled.

  “Just wait until I hit four months. Remember last time?” She sighed. “It was amazing.”

  I shook my head, but I couldn’t help but chuckle at my wife’s stamina. She was right though. I thought my dick was going to fall off with how much sex we had but I was looking forward to a repeat performance

  As Meadow slipped out of the car, her parents took that moment to come out of the house with Andrew right behind them.

  “Mama, Daddy, Grandpa said I can have ice cream for supper. Okay? Okay.” He ran into Meadow’s legs, throwing himself around her.

  She laughed, crouching until she was at eye level with him. “How about you have at least a sandwich first and then you can have ice cream? Or maybe Daddy will let us get pizza for supper.”

  Andrew’s eyes widened. “Can we, Daddy? Can we get pizza?”

  “Sure, little man, we can get whatever you want.”

  “Did you hear that, Grandma?” He ran back to Meadow’s mom. “Daddy said I can get a spaceship.”

  “Wait, what?” I frowned. “I said no such thing.”

  “You have to be clearer with him.” Meadow laughed, coming toward me and hugging me around the middle. “Daddy.”

  That single word sent a shiver down my spine. “I’m not Sunny but, baby...” I cleared my throat, pulling away from her before I did something her father wouldn’t like.

  She laughed, blowing me a kiss.

  Shade

  My surprise for Meadow was the following day. Angel helped me set up everything while we were gone and over the following days, I made sure Meadow was none the wiser. This surprise would be bring us even closer together. For us as a couple and as a family. With baby number two on the way, I wanted to reassure my wife that I wasn’t going anywhere.

  I often thought back to what she had mentioned back at the club. But no matter how much she was willing to do whatever she could to make me happy, I didn’t want another guy in our little duo. What Meadow and I did at the BDSM club was enough. Submitting to her was enough. She was enough. And my surprise for her would show her exactly how much she meant to me and how she was it. She was all I needed. No one else. No other women. No other men. Just her, me, Andrew and our future children. They were enough.

  “Shade.”

  I jumped, my head snapping up and finding Angel coming up to me. We were in the backyard. I was helping with cooking on the grill while Meadow helped her mom inside.

  Angel chuckled, handing me a beer. “Sorry, didn’t mean to startle you.”

  “Thank you.” I took a long swig, letting out a sigh after I swallowed.

  “That bad?”

  “I just want everything to go perfectly tomorrow.”

  “I get that. It’s like you’re getting married all over again.” He nodded toward the house. “Does she suspect anything?”

  “No, not at all.” Morning sickness was kicking her ass, her words, so I was sure she wasn’t able to focus on anything other than keeping her food down.

  “Are you going to take her anywhere? I know this is last minute, but you never really got a honeymoon the first time around.”

  “I actually have another idea.” And that idea was burning a whole in my pocket. “Thank you for keeping this intimate.”

  “You’re welcome. I know everyone is going to be there tomorrow anyway and whatever you’re doing tonight, I figured you’d want to keep it with just you and Meadow.”

  I nodded. “I do and thank you for agreeing to watch Andrew again for this weekend.”

  Angel clapped my shoulder, giving it a squeeze. “You never have to thank us. Andrew is our world.” He gave my shoulder a final squeeze before joining the ladies in the house.

  Meadow took that moment to come out, holding a bottle of water. “Hey.”

  “Hi, Little Lamb.” I closed the distance between us and pulled her into my arms. “How are you feeling?”

  “Better.” She pushed her hands into my leather cut and wrapped her arms around my middle.

  Pushing out of her hold, I reached into my pocket and pulled out the small black velvet box.

  Her eyes caught the movement, wide
ning when she saw what I was holding. “Shade, what’s that?”

  “I was going to make this all romantic and shit, with flowers everywhere, all the people you love,” I brought her hand up to my mouth. “But this is better.” I lowered to one knee, opening the box. “I love you more now than I did the day I married you. I want to renew our vows and make new vows to one another.”

  She fell to her knees in front of me, tears streaming down her cheeks.

  “Will you renew our vows with me, baby?”

  Meadow threw herself into my arms, a sob escaping her. “Yes, God, Shade, yes, I’ll marry you over and over again.” She ran her hands through my hair, crushing her mouth to mine.

  The saltiness of her tears, tickled my tongue. “I love you, Little Lamb.”

  “I love you, baby.”

  I pulled the ring out of the box and pulled her wedding set off her finger. “This ring signifies our love for each other and for Sunny.”

  Her breath hitched.

  “I had the designer intertwine three gold bands together. Yours is lined with diamonds, while Sunny’s and mine are plain. I know you love your set but this one will go perfectly with your engagement ring.”

  She nodded, chewing her bottom lip.

  I slipped the new band onto her finger, followed by the engagement ring. It went well together. “Now Sunny will always be with us.” I kissed her finger.

  “I wanted to ask originally to get a set like this, but I knew it hurt, so I never mentioned it.”

  Hooking my arm around her shoulders, I held her against me. “I get it, Meadow. I do. Thank you for going to Ohio with me and to that club.”

  She lifted her head, kissing my cheek. “I want to go back there but most of all, I’m just happy that I have my husband back.”

  “And I’m happy that I have my wife back and that we’re finally talking about Sunny.”

  “It took us five years to be able to talk about it.” She snorted. “God, we’re as bad as my friends.”

  “No we’re not.” I brushed my mouth along hers. “We talked. It just wasn’t enough. But that’s what’s amazing about being in a relationship. We can learn new things about each other every single day.”

  “True.” She paused. “Are there any new things you’ve learned about me?”